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Helloo cyberworld! It’s been awhile hasn’t it, since I last blogged?

Yes, that is dues to my sudden, compulsive urge not to blog. haha.

Wicked sense of humour I have, dont I?

I kind of like to think that I’m sounding like Yoda from Star Wars right now but I guess I’m just flattering myself. That little puny green guy was sooo cute and adorable.

A lot has happened since I last blogged. I finish my internship, I went to Singapore, got sick, felt really homesick, came home then a few days later checked into the Ayurvedic Centre for my detox which was, by the way, torturous. Then I came home and stared pigging out again and have started to feel guilty again.

Brilliant cycle I have going on.

Plus my cousins and godmother are back from the UK since my grandfather is ill.

OH JOY. No, really, I mean it. Im HAPPY.

Kind of unlikely for me but I dont feel like writing much about what happened from the time I stopped (paused) blogging till today. So I will just move forward I guess.

Hmm. 21 more days till I’m off to London! Countdown has started and I dont know whether to feel glad or scared. I mean, I’ve been looking forward to this day since I knew college and universities existed and yet, now that the time is approaching, I realized I”m gonna miss my comfort zone. My home, my room, my family, my friends. Everything that I’ve known for the past 18 years of my life is being left behind.

Since I put it that way, it sure is scary huh?

I mean, I’m nervous about whether I’ll make good friends, whether I’ll fit in, whether people will like me, whether I will be able to deal with my studies. All these thoughts are making me feel insecure…

I should probably pause by ranting for a moment and explain here that today is not my best day. I’m feeling depressed and down and really really low. Things have been a tad complicated lately and I dont know, I guess there are too many things running through me right now. Plus I think it’s gonna be that particular time of the month again so I could pin all these mood swings to that (Plus I need something to blame for all the chocolate I’ve been eating today.)

So yeah, that’s it. Now Im missing my best friend! Oh gosh Mei Theng! How will I ever survive without you??

Im going off to a shopping haven and I’m leaving my shopping buddy behind. How uncool is that?

See what a blumberring mess I’m in.

On the bright side, I guess this post marks the day that Kaitlin Marian comes back to blogging.

Dont expect too many blog posts though, I’m a busy (Okay, yes kind of lazy as well) woman.

Toodlelloos!

xx